A Bullet through my Head

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1.	The Shunned House 05:31	info	buy track
2.	Interlude 1 02:57	info	buy track
3.	I am Providence 06:56	info	buy track
4.	Interlude 2 03:19	info	buy track
5.	The Terrible Old Man 09:50	info	buy track
6.	Interlude 3 03:18	info	buy track
7.	A Bullet through my Head 10:22	info	buy track
8.	Interlude 4 02:53	info	buy track
9.	The most logical Thing in the World 11:44	info	buy track
10.	Interlude 5 02:50	info	buy track
11.	The Tomb 10:18	info	buy track

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released May 4, 2021

"Universal suicide is the most logical thing in the world; we reject it only because of our primitive cowardice and childish fear of the dark. If we were sensible we would seek death; the same blissful blank which we enjoyed before we existed." -- H.P Lovecraft

Probably the most "personal" release I ever published up until now, "A Bullet through my Head" is the story of a recurring nightmare I experienced nightly for full a year, right after burying my father in late 2018. By putting those memories and feelings into music, I hope I'll finally be able to get some closure on that chapter and eventually move on.

If you've been following me, you already know the kind of stuff I usually create. This isn't it. I'll probably lose a few people here and there, but I guess that's to be expected.

As a bonus, enclosed within your download is a short story going into details about the whole thing.

I hope you guys and gals will enjoy this journey -- thank you for your support !

Jérôme.

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La Trance Insoumise
cat no: LTI003

Written, produced, recorded by Jérôme Lesterps.
Artwork by Pieter Goessens (Pieter Pan), Belgium.
Mastering by Igor Čeranić @ Deimos Soundlabs, Croatia.

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Proxeeus Orléans, France

A journey into Lovecraftian psychedelia.

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